This article from Esperanza magazine, Separating Your 'True Self' From The Lies Depression Tells You, notes that when battling a mood disorder like depression, it's easy to be our own worst critics.  Leaning on friends and family for support and words of advice can help you see past your own biases, feelings about yourself, and depression.

Separating Your 'True Self' From The Lies Depression Tells You

          If you’re struggling with a mood disorder like depression or anxiety, it’s tempting to want to keep yourself isolated.  It’s easy.  There’s no pressure involved.  It seems comforting.  It feels like a solution, albeit a temporary one (“I don’t want to see anyone, so I won’t – problem solved!”) and it’s easy to talk yourself into what feels safe.

          As tempting as it may be, it’s important to remember that isolating yourself never actually makes you feel better.  It may feel like a quick fix, but it’s not a solution.  By staying isolated you keep yourself from developing more effective coping tools for handling your mood disorder, and you end up perpetuating a cycle of isolating behaviors that keep you running in place rather than moving forward.
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          It can be difficult to challenge yourself to step outside your comfort zone, but remind yourself that no one grows by staying comfortable.  It’s a willingness to make a change – to sit with feelings of discomfort – that creates room for growth.  In other words,

          “Nothing changes if nothing changes.”

          If you’re feeling unsure of how to make a change, the following suggestions may be helpful in getting you started.  Don’t feel the need to make any huge, drastic changes: baby steps can add up to big progress.

• It Starts at Home:  If you feel overwhelmed at the prospect of even leaving the house, start small.  Reach out by making a phone call to a friend or family member.  Send an email or a text message.  Ask a friend of family member to visit you at home for a cup of coffee, to watch a movie, or to have dinner.

• Find a Community:  Finding a support group or community – either online or in your area – can help you feel more connected and less isolated.  The Anxiety and Depression Association of America and the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance both offer online resources and support.

                           Anxiety and Depression Association of America
                           Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance

• Keep it Low Pressure:  Challenge yourself to spend some time in public places that don’t require much interaction.  Read a book in a coffee shop.  Go for a walk in the park.  See a movie.  Push yourself to spend some time outside and in public spaces.

• Make an Appointment: Set a specific date, time, and place to meet someone.  It can be easy to talk yourself out of getting out of the house, but if you schedule something specific, you’re less likely to make an excuse – nor will you want to disappoint the person you’re meeting.

• Keep Going:  Don’t get discouraged if you feel overwhelmed.  It’s okay to start small – you don’t have to run out the door and sign up to lead a book club or start a class in public speaking.  Try setting some small, manageable goals that will keep you challenged.  Check in with a friend or family member every few days.  Schedule a weekly trip to the park or your local coffee shop to catch up on some reading.  Remember that it’s only through challenging yourself that you can expect things to change.

        We tend to be our own worst critics, spending more time judging ourselves for the mistakes we make than we spend on finding solutions for moving forward.  We get trapped in a cycle of self-loathing and self-criticism: we make a mistake, we berate ourselves, and succumb to feelings of failure and hopelessness.

        While we may not always feel we deserve to ‘cut ourselves a break,’ by offering ourselves a bit of self-compassion we can learn to break that cycle, and with time, we can re-train our brains and become our own biggest cheerleaders, instead of our biggest critics.

Re-Training Your Brain

        Over time our thoughts forge typical thought pathways in our brains.  Think of a sled in the snow.   We start with a fresh snowbank, but after a few trips down the hill, we’ve left tracks.  The sled will naturally gravitate towards these routes, rather than forge ahead through new snowbanks.  Like the sled, your brain follows the path that has been laid out for it – the path of least resistance.

        The good news is that our brains are remarkably adaptable.

        ​What we learn, we can unlearn.

​        In the words of Psychology Today, “The brain is not hardwired, but plastic. Dendritic and synaptic connections have been demonstrated to rewire themselves via experience, and, most intriguingly, through mind training.”

        In other words, with time and effort, we can re-train our brains to work for us, rather than against us.  The tools and suggestions below will help you get started.

Trading Criticism for Compassion

• Stop & Question: A good place to begin is by simply asking yourself, “What would I tell my child?” or “What would I tell a friend?”  Practice offering yourself the same empathy and compassion.

• Start a Dialogue: Catch yourself when a negative thought creeps in, and start a dialogue with your inner critic.  Is this thought based in reality, or is it a subjective opinion?  What proof do you have that this is the case?  Is there another way to look at the situation?

• Write it Down: Journaling may be helpful as you work through these dialogues, and help you reframe your thoughts from a place of empathy and self-compassion.

• Relax & Reframe: Try to view your mistakes as valuable learning experiences.  Isabel Foxen Duke writes, “Embrace your “mistakes” as the teachers that they are. When we judge, we miss the lesson.”

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For further reading on the benefits of self-compassion, check out the article below from Esperanza magazine:
Depression: Self-Compassion Can Change Your Life